I regard myself as a voluptuary (a person whose chief interests are luxury and the gratification of sensual appetites) and I think it's perfectly okay for me to be completely open about the fact that I like pornography -- when it's done right.  I've even done some nude photography of friends in the past, you know, tasteful artsey nude photos.  Today, on a whim, I did some porn shopping for myself today and I came back home dissappointed.  There really isn't any decent magazines out there for women who like looking at pics of beautiful nude men who actually look like they are enjoying being nude and being admired by women.  The latest photos in PLAYGIRL are kinda lame.  The guys look "fake" and too buff -- I have to laugh because I sound almost like a guy who prefers real tits over fake ones, but, it's true, I believe, that flesh is better than plastic.  Also the models don't look all that into it and, besides the guys, I blame the photographers.  When you're photographing anyone in the nude, you should set things up like a movie director would and give your subject some emotion to work with.  There's really only one pic I like in PG's February issue.  Previous years the PG February issue was fantastic, really highlighting on the elegance and decadance of Valentine's Day fantasies.  I mean, I occasionally like looking at sticky hard-core pornography, however I was really in a mood to just look at beautiful nude men.  Gay porn has lots of guys with hard ons, but I don't dig looking at guys blowing guys, if you know what I mean!  What this lack of good girl porn gives me is inspiration to draw, paint, and photograph beautiful nudes.  Gods know I've done some in the past and I wouldn't have given myself the mindsay.com name of "ValentinaXXX" for nothing, you know.