Outside our small safe place flies Mystery... A snake beneath the forest floor, a whisper: Melusine

Well, it's about time I start re-evaluating things again.  I stand at a crossroads (or something like that) wondering what I should do for the rest of my life -- or for at least the next six months of it.  The Valentina Tarot deck is almost done and I'm seriously looking into going back to college to finish my BFA -- but where to go?  And how can I be sure I'm headed in the right direction?  Do I stay here in Stevens Point, or move back to Milwaukee, or really challenge myself and move to Minneapolis?  I wish I could just get a great grant or fellowship and move to some place even more remote, like Ireland perhaps, where I can study ancient Celtic art or poetry or something.  I'm not sure what is in store for me and that scares me.  The world is open to me, yet how open am I to it?